I felt like punched in the stomach when I heard that the young actor passed away yesterday after a car accident. I don't know him that much since I do not watch soap operas and teen-oriented shows. I know, I should have googled him but I am such a lazy blogger nowadays. Is it laziness or avoiding any more emotional attachment to the actor?

To say that I felt bad is an understatement. His death is not like I lost someone I love but a reminder that life is short and can be taken away in a snap. Cliche. We always know the brevity of life but we always shove that knowledge into the back of our minds. Here I am breathing but not really living.